rebellious-

2006-04-22T09:33:00.000+08:00

Hi all, Im back again. Haha.

This week, everyone was busy with bazaar. Anyway, certain times of the day Ng Sumay & I will start challenging each other. Classic example, who can keep jelly in our mouths longer. The very first attempt. It was a draw. Second time round I won! You know her jelly already broke in her mouth. But she pretended nothing happened until I told her to open her mouth. But she kept saying it isnt her fault, she had to tell the rest how to arrange the tables and etc. Hahaha, thats no excuse okay. Then I came up with another challenge. Put jelly into mouth, and we go for lessons. But if the teacher happen to call you then you'll have no choice but to swallow it. Then the other party wins. Hahaha. We did it during Cme. I think this time Ng MAYMAY (hahaha) won. Cause I couldnt help it anymore. She sounded super funny when she talks. Oh man, hahaha.

I went to make IC yesterday. & back again to help to arrange the tables and chairs in the rifle range. Amanda Zhixian Sumay Priscilla Puiyee Cherng Shing Suta came over to my blk's void deck to continue with the props. We played more than trying to complete doing the stuff. Haha. Each time we were given something to do, Sumay & I will play with whats given. tear trash bag. We went into the trash bag and challenged who can hop to the finsh line first. It was damn hilarious. She hopped damn fast. Hahaha. As in, her legs moved very fast :D Then it was so slippery that she fell. Oh mna, it was really funny. next, she held the rope & we started playing tug of war. The rest left and it was left with Priscialla Zhixian & Sumay. Then it was back to work. There we remaining trash bags, torn. So she layed there and starting swimming. She looked damn drunk. Priscilla joined her. Hahaha.

Today, haunted house went better than expected. We thought it aint going to be scary at all. But after all the chairs dropping down from the tables, we all could tell it was a success. Hard work, paid off. We had alot of fun too XD

100m semi finals tmr. Im not feeling anything yet.

I was given Wings, support, hug & speed. What more could i ask for :D

2006-04-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

I forgot to add that, Clarissa Quek Bao Zhen didnt bring socks yesterday. Ultimate winner :D Hahaha.

2006-04-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm lack of sleep DX Cause' I cant go to sleep early. & I have to wake up rather early. Okay, something random.

Details on Sports day, Im sure youve read other blogs. So, im not going into that. National Juniors today. I only realised this morning that for the Under 17 100m, only Clarissa & I are participating. There were many Under 15 from our school though. All Sec 1s ran 100m. I got into semi's. I didnt expect that. The last time i got into semi finals for individual event was in Sec 1. It was really really unexpected. Time 14.11s :D got my personal best. All the races done today were all good, excuse me thats in my opinion. Joy Kuan was asking how she should run for 400m. Clench fist, Gun or open palms. Haha. She ran her cool way in the end. Ha.

200m & 800m tmr. I might/might not go down tmr. All the best :DD

2006-04-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

This week. Its school as usual again. Rachel & I pranked Karen :D Haha. With the help of other of course. The first prank didnt work, so we played another. Smurged chilli sauce on her. It was supposed to be done without her being aware that we were going to play a prank on her. But she realised after a while and soon it became a chasing prank. She smacked me with her file okay. She was trying to protect herself. Haha.

Training yesterday. Tried the new start blocks. 4x200m relay after that. First team was with Rachel anne Aneesa and Clarissa. Second one was Eloise Yvonne Fay & Nicolette. Haha. I must say it was kinda fun. Haha. Where's our 100 plus?

Sports day tmr. Then comes saturday National Juniors. 100m for me. And Resa's party after that. Yup.

Okay, will be back SOON. Hahaha. Bye all have fun tmr XD MARIE MARIE

2006-04-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

Today, worst day of the year (so far)

I'm sorry but, just go burn in hell.

2006-04-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

Okay, let me start from where i ended.

Sph relays. 4x200m, heats 1.56.43 minutes. Finals 1.56.67 minutes. The time went up ): We were 6th overall. 4x100m, 54.35s 7th overall.

Then its back to school. Horrible. Syf training, sucks D: Training at CCAB for some of us. Long D runners had road relay held at CJ. Short workouts and training ended.

Yesterday, Ijk funfair. Nothing interesting. Met Chuiyee, we were suppose to meet at 1345. Then she changed to 1320. But in the end she arrived at 1300 /: Met Sarah at ijk too. I saw Sonia (: and and Simann. Haha. She's damn tall. Crystal and her friends were there too. & RACHEL CHUE, DIDNT MUMMY TELL YOU NOT TO PLAY WITH WATER.

Was supposed to go Resa's house, many things happened in between. Then I ended up meeting Maria at queensway. Change of plans, and we went to Crystal's house after that. Ah Chue was there too. She spent half the time on the comp, bet she was watching porn. She'll sit there and theres silence. Hahaha. I LOVE MY LOVE ALOT ( see his and be happy) Hahaha, she so funny. She made a new friend, BOOBSIE (inside joke) Hahaha.

Cabbed home with Maria at 9 plus.

School again tmr D:

2006-03-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

Sph relays tmr, first race fo the year. Excluding the time trial. All B'div sprint relays are the first event of the day /: Will there be something this weekend? So far, we've been clocking 54.4seconds for 4x100m, manual time. Go lower?

Okay, all the best to all for heats tmr.
Early night for me today.
Goodnight all!

2006-03-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

To all who sees this, if you happen to see any team singapore postcard, pls help me take. Be it table tennis, badminton, swimming or shooting. Cause every post card has a small picture of the netball team, with PEARLINE CHAN in the middle XD Help me take okay, pretty pls :D

And the netball team is coming back on the 27th at 1605. Ive got trng, or else, I'll go to the airport XD Its been so long since I last saw her, LIVE IN ACTION. Hahahaa.

Pearline Chan XDD

2006-03-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

I saw Pearline Chan play! On TV mobile that is. Hahaha. I think she only played first 2 quaters. You know shes like the only one with both knees and both ankles injured D:

I had a nightmare last night! I dreamt that all of us went to school and there was attire check, as usual. And, before assembly started, my hair was somehow very wet. So during attire check, I looked at though I had very little hair cause you could see my scalp. And Mr Leslie walked pass and scolded " I told you not to cut your hair, so now I'll have to find a replacement for this week's Sph relays" Wth, i woke up immediately okay. NIGHTMARE!

School starts tmr. One week passed so quickly ):

2006-03-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

2006-03-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

Friendster is annoying ):

Class outing today. I didnt go in the end.
I heard many didnt go either.

Training at Ccab tmr morning 0830 ):
Okay, bye.

2006-03-15T11:46:00.000+08:00

I searched every channel for the opening ceremony of the Commonwealth Games.
But, dont have ): ):

Is there even an opening ceremoning for this event?

2006-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

Okay, I was back from Taman 2 days ago. Who doesnt know it. Haha. And details on what happened there can be found on other blogs, which Im sure anyone (or no one) who comes to my blog has already hopped passed other blogs. Haha. Im staying over at Granny's place & I wouldnt go back till Thursday? Or maybe tmr. Haha.

Note, I aint going to leave a post as often as I used to. Haha. I'll prolly leave random, short ones at anytime. Yeah.

Commonwealth games starts tmr XDD! The Netball team manage to get into commonwealth games. Pearline Chan (: I hope i get to watch it on TV :D

2006-03-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

CA the whole week through. All papers done. 2 papers each day, for 3 days. Then 1 paper per day for the remaining 2 days. I dont know how I managed to struggle through, but I did. In between, there were unnecessary distractions D: Time-trial race tmr at Gombak, 120m. & EFL is next week, im not looking forward to it, at all /:

Went Raffles Marina today, with cousins, of ages 3-11. They went bowling, I watched them. So I think you can imagine how a 3 year old bowls. The ball stopped rolling halfway and walked down the alley to roll it more. By the way, we were the only ones there, so no one else saw me (: stayed there for quite some time. Down to Gramps' place. Left early today, cause Granny wasnt at home.

Was I wrong to say you were wrong?
Im sorry.

2006-02-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

This week passed real fast. Its CA in 2 days time & first paper's Lit. What a way to start off the week ): Training yesterday was light, compared to other workouts we had the other days. We had limited space to train cause there was Sports for Life event going on. 80m x 6 and 1 full round 4x100, andrea took second, joy third & beatrice last. It went smoothly : D

Im sorry all, for not replying your msges last night. I wasnt in the mood to.

For all that has happened, why did it have to come from you? Its typical of you not realising it. Yeah, you'll say its not your fault. Be that way.

2006-02-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

Lessons before Fun Splash yesterday. Liying was being damn irritating okay. She kept laughing and laughing. But no one knows what she's laughing at /:

Then took the bus down to the swimming complex. It was squeezy at the back with Honey Jeniffer Celine Nat Resa & I. So I went to sit with Juanita. I wanted to take a short nap, but i couldnt. With Chuiyee that is. Hahaha. She kept throwing rubbish at me.

Hung the banners up on the otherside of the pool. Then waited for all the event to start. I saw Sha swim this time. Eh Sha, I swear i didnt laugh at you when you were swiming. Really! Only after I saw you. & Chuiyee! She plunged into the pool without her goggles! Valery & I saw her struggling in the pool with her goggles. Oh man, Im sorry ah Chuiyee. I couldnt help it /: & &! Michelle swims really really fast! So cool (: Saw everyone swim except Gen. Oh mna. I missed the good show. Seeing her swim equals to see Brenda swim? I dont know. Hahaha.

Out with Yushan Maria & Hair. Our conversations were really funny okay. I havent had a good laugh for a long time. We sat at Macs for at least 2hours talking & eating. Saw Apnn transexual. Yuck. I stalked he/she then he/she turned around and stared at me okay. So I walked back to Maria and company. Maria's damn ass okay. She told the rest to ignore me so i would look as if im laughing to myself? Wth D:

Reached home around 9 plus.
Yeah, Im off to Gramps' place now. Bye all!

2006-02-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

Today was a pretty good day. Started off with MT. Mr Wong had stories for us again. Told us about Taman. I think i'll die there hahaha. PC was funny. Mdm Mas came. She gave us a word and we had to tell our partners when we feel that way. Then it came to Insecure. Shahzaad asked me & i gave her stupid answer, im not saying what I said cause I dont feel good typing it out. Hahaha. Oh mna its so wrong to say it DX

Training after school. Aneesa fell XD there goes, retribution for scolding me all the time. & & &! Curley has admirers, from Christ Church. Hahaha. It was funny! They fell for her curls XD
Anyway, we did relay and it was screwed. Funny at the same time.

Okay bye, Bio test tmr :
House prac, but 1hr of some training first. Chemicals? I dont know.

2006-02-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

School's out for me today. Maria msged & asked if i went. She said she was at her grandparent's house and yet she knows i didnt go to school?! No, actually she went earlier half of the morning. I need to cut my HAIR! Its longer than Crystal's armpit HAIR already! Bet she'll laugh when she sees this. Haha. I was told we have chem test tmr. My txtbook's in the locker. What am i to do D: CNY was horrible :/

2006-01-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, you know, I was talking to Brenda on Messenger yesterday. And she thinks being anorexic is cool. Everyone became skinny to her. Her eyes grew smaller or something. Hahaha. It was really fun talking to her :D & I asked her about her cheerleading! She threw the bottle at the judge! Unintentionally as she mentioned. Hahaha. She didnt qualify cause she forgot the steps? Still in ballet you know, Brenda you bloody all rounder :D

Brenda: Do you still remember how Coach pronounces GO FOR IT? go for lit hahaha.

Gen, are you see this? Want to leave any comments? Hahaha.

Thank you all for the birthday greetings including late night greetings. & the presents. I really appreciate it. Thanks :D

2006-01-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

I saw Pearline look-a-like yesterday. Really looks like her okay :D Only difference is the height. Haha.

Alright, bye!

2006-01-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hello all :D

School's been the same. Nothing much to look forward to. Training's been fine. Almost the same workouts everytime. Batons today. Curley is super comical, like all the time (: Making fun of her curls you know. Hahaha. Thats about all. Recess is always at lighthouse. Canteen is a big NO!

& CSH! You should go get the medicine immediately, regardless of how horrible its going to taste. Actually, you dont have a choice, you must must must get it! And milk! Drink more! No sports for you for the time being. Hurry get well and you can play again! Take care.

2006-01-12T17:51:00.000+08:00

I've got a good friend like Wengyan who'll ask me to her her ugly balloon which ended up leaving dirty marks on my hands. & my PE tee too!

Training was fine. Tires Baton and Shuttles. That was about all. Down to CCAB on Friday onwards. Thank god, I dread trainings in school. My dear Knee, please do not fall sick or i cant do anything.

Thankyou Chuiyee for the article. Ive got a total of four articles with Pearline Chan in it :D & its still counting :D

Visit http://www.netball.org.sg!

2006-01-06T23:01:00.001+08:00

Hello all.

2006 & the year after is going to suck like, I dont know what okay. First day of school, a shocking bad news. Seriously, I have the bloody urge to leave school immediately, though I have no idea where I'll go. 2 years more, same class, unless I retain.

Omg, I hate school now. Really D:

Simann! I wanted to post this out long ago but I didnt. Haha. All the best in SSP yeah. Told you you'll do fine in there. I remember how you were afraid of school okay. Youre having a good time there isnt it. Takecare SENIOR! I'll do more Handwrites when you come online again :D & &, bomb your site again some day (:

Im really tired, but I dont feel like sleeping yet.

2005-12-22T11:52:00.000+08:00

Omg, so silly okay. I woke up at 11 this morning and thought it was a Friday. Friday equals go to school sell uniform day. So means im late, therefore I hurry bathe, changed and left. I was at the lift area & the lift was taking forever to come. So i decided to text Maria teling her im not 22mins late this time. I took out my phone and it was on the calender page. I dont know why. Then i saw, 22nd Dec Thursday! Hurry called Mum and ask her the day & she went like "xing qi si, zhe me zao, ni yao qu na li" Okay, let me interpret this properly "Its Thursday, its so early now, where're you going!" Wth okay! I rushed for nothing. Maria, you see, you stressed on the 7am yesterday. Things like that will happen okay. Hahaha. I jumbled up the dates/day!

Oh man, i cant believe myself D:
I feel like an idoit.
(I know Maria will say i already am, yes Maria?)

2005-12-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hello all!

I just remembered something. I caught Coach Mun on Gotcha last Tuesday. And her prank was some Wasabi Mooncake. Her expression was, no expression. Like her always, the cool look on her face that kind you know. Hahaha. Okay, this is offence-less. They only only showed the candid side, she didnt like wave at the camera or something. Bet she was telling them off. Like "How can you do this. You know, I dont like pranks like this. Y'all better not show it or you'll get a hell from me." I can imagine her saying all these okay. Hahaha. Okay im sorry. Once again, its offence-less :/ She aint that bad la :D

I think Coach is the only one that works trainings out effectively. Results has shown. The coach that has made the greatest improvements in all of us. I miss Netball ):

Yes, Im going for Maple now.
Goodnight all :D

2005-12-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

You know, its so boring staying at home all day. And sometimes you're not allowed to use the comp & your phone gets confiscated. What a life I got huh. Ive been playing Maple all day all night, secretively. Wth.

Anyway, something new. Kurinchi has friendster! We havent lost contact afterall. Saw her once during these two years though. But i didnt dare to go to her. She was with her Mum i suppose. She's still as skinny as ever.

Bye, im off to play Maple, again.

2005-12-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

Had training at Bishan today. Started our workout & Sophia and I just had lunch less than an hour ago. So we were stoppped from doing anything when Ms Goh found out. Fortunatly we only missed out drills. Joy's eye lid was twitching before training & she prayed, as usual hahaha. Maybe the unfortunate sign is the half dead bird we saw on the track when running. Thanks to the people infront (Eloise Jr Yvonne) they were screaming at the bird, and I thought it was a black rock until I ran closer & saw it struggling. Yuck. I wasnt wearing my specs or i would have avoided it :/

Junction 8 after that. waited for Maria & company. This lady in black approached us, mainly Maria. Cause she's in black too. Some eight days advert. She asked what we were doing here or something, so they answered "Training". So she asked again, training here? Who with the right mind will train at a shopping mall.

Took the train back HOME with Maria and Crystal. So many Apnns. I really mean ALOT.

Chuiyee, i have something to tell you. The candies were given away already. I promise to buy you some more. Tell me what you would like. Mars bars? Alot of them, eat till you get sick of it (:

2005-12-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo Yo hahaha courtesy of Tang Chuiyee. Okay I see. So I havent been updating. Actually there isnt anything unusual. Its always the same thing. What can you expect from anyone thats grounded during SCHOOL HOLIDAYS! It has been training home grandd's place and no where else. Two more training sessions and I really have no idea what im going to do at home okay. Anyone, help me think of something reasonable enough for him.

Clique (:
/ Sha I miss your mp3 alot :D
/ Nat I just talked to you and hahaha, okay im updating no more DID YOU SEE JIALI etc. Dont behave like a moron and point YOUR finger at the phone okay :D
/ Wengyan I need more minesweeping skills (:
/ Resa hurry come back from Australia/Shanghai!
/ Gen hahaha, I havent been contacting you but I hope youre doing good (: I still remember your seducing okay. Its super scary :/
/ Sam are you still going to reach school very early next year :D
/ Justine hope youre doing fine too takecare.

Thats quite random I know.
I really have nothing to blog about.
I know Christmas' coming and I dont know if I can go out ):

2005-11-25T09:44:00.000+08:00

DID YOU SEE JIALI'S TAG!
SHE SAW PEARLINE CHAN!
SHE EVEN TALKED TO HER.
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR. I ALSO WANT.

okay, short recap of what happened on wed.
met Joy in school, she bought her books.
i realised somehthing about her, she's quite blur.
& shes careless too. hahaha. her mum's funny okay.
okay, then sophia came, left school for queensway.
ate then left for training. yeah.
Qingying & Yuxuan came.
i did 200m stride x3.
while the rest did all eight.
jog 3 rounds with sophia.
next comes 80m x8 have you felt your legs almost
cramped while running, its horrifying. hahaha.
cause i hate leg cramps most! hahaha.
warm down and training ended.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR NEO CHUAN ZONG!
3 YEARS OLD, KEEP UP YOUR 23KG SHAPE :D

2005-11-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

IM NEVER STANDING UP IN FRONT OF
JAEY LIM AGAIN! well, but if its unintentionally.
then i have nothing to say (:

mummy said i didnt have enough blood.
resulting in me having to see TWO RACHEL ANNES
after running. please, one's already enough.
anyway i need blood donors. anyone willing to?
hahaha. im just joking. of course you know i am.

i dont want to shut it off or the picture would be gone.
until the next time i see, i will miss it.

2005-11-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

hello. its been long since i last posted D:D!
hahaha. what kinda smiley is that. double expression.
okay. actually, i cant remember what happened lately.
i got into 3B. no need to mention that actually.
isnt it expected. haha.
maybe not, cause i was close to dropping.

i tell you. my father sucks okay >:D!
im grounded, this whole holiday.
how i wish theres school everyday ):

okay wait, i just remembered. i have something to do.
something given by Sarah, i think. haha.

five weird/random stuff about me:
1. im thankful that i met people like

/ chuiyee
/ chong natalie
/ natasha sai
/ weizhen
/ sihui

esp angsana.
im still thankful that i have more than
just the five of them as friends.

2. Pearline Chan is the best thing ive ever came across.
3. i want to see more of Pearline's games
[commmonwealth games]

4. ive been playing Maple recently.
my cousin recomended. haha.
since im grounded.

5. im eating the Halloween candies now
& if tang chuiyee still doesnt want to fix
a time to meet, then it'll be gone soon :D

next 5 to do is
chong natalie
natasha yeo
sihui
aneesa
& jiali
[no particular reason why i chose you]

goodnight too all.
dont waste your life further reading this.

2005-11-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

halloween was good :D
went with family. paired with cz (:
he's damn cute i tell you.
we went to many houses & very soon, he was tired already.
so, carried him on the back and brought him around.
it was fun la. haha.
stayed up the whole night till 6 plus the next day.

tuesday.
supposedly to go shavi's house.
or meet wengyan & company.
but, i overslept. and didnt go anywhere. haha.
went bt timah hill in the mid afternoon.
climbed climbed climbed. back to grandds' place.

jb the next day. rushed early in the morning to pack.
and set off early. they shopped.
i sat around with uncle daniel.

today/ went to aunts place for semi gathering?
went to the pool with cz & company.
ate and went out with them for their wedding anniversary
celebration. dinner and homed.

open house. Bean see you tmr.

goodnight to all!

2005-10-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

i had a damn good dream last night.
it feels damn real.
and i estimated that the dream lasted for
one & a half hours.
its really like a dream come true. really!
& i woke up to know it was just a dream.
i kept thinking about it the whole day.
i was distracted /:
enough about the dream.
im not going into details anyway.

ive predicted that next week's going to be a busy week.
tmr, back to school, hand in option form.
do tiles for open house. then training.
leave early and off to bukit batok to meet family
and off to woodlands for halloween.

tuesday/to shavi's house.
birthday cum deepavali celebration.
prolly meeting wengyan & company after that.
wednesday/i cant remember what i have. training?
thurday/ parents' wedding anniversary.
i havent thought of what to do yet.
its the first year im dong this.
not for his sake. for her sake.
friday/ open house, training.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO ALL.
A friendly little boo...
...from you-know-who!

2005-10-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

training was good! i like :D
Scissors, Plyometric boxes Tyres then Hurdle jumps.
knee wasnt a problem today (: hahaha
5 cone- pickups, four sets. and training ended.
floorball after that.

dinner. eloise yushan & i were sinners.
we should have done what we've done.
hahaha. we've got to make night prayers.
or, i dont know what will happen.
karma will come. haha.
eloise already did one of her prayers.
before she started on her food.
actually, it isnt exactly hers. hahaha.

even if i dont get a plane.
i wouldnt ask for a bicycle.
maybe, i could still do fine.

2005-10-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

schools good cause' someone else relieved her today.
thats the only good thing that happened today.

after school, did open house stuff.
played bingo. hahaha.
eloise wee baohui will ask you where her number
is but you cant look it. hahaha.
she was talking to the wall.
well, she's with maria.
headquarters? yeah, thats it. hahaha
went to look for magnets and bought baohui's STICKERS.
its suppose to be her ear studs. yeah. haha. stupid.

but i was meant to be no harm at all.
prolly' nothings worth it.
i dont know. sorry.

2005-10-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

oh man. i dont want to go to school anymore.
nothing to look forward to anyway.
schools boring.

& some Witch is bloody two faced. tskk!
she can be indirectly scolding me and
the next minute she comes asking if i need help.
no thankyou. i can still manage without you.
she's very predictable. she'll just walk in and scold.
its like an everyday thing, except on fridays. yuck.

training /
was alright for me. did abit weights.
then half hour run on the treadmill.
which is made up of 20minutes run & ten minutes jog.
hahaha. Mr leslie talked and after that, dinner, homed.

ocean avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue,
Where I used to sit and talk with you,
We were both 16 and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

If I could find you now
Things would get better,
We could leave this town,
And Run forever,
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah.

There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight.

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run foreverI know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away.

I remember the look in your eyes,
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here,Not now.
We were looking up at the same night sky
And kept pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow.

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever.
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away.

2005-10-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

training yesterday.
it was a light workout, yet it felt so tough for me.
it felt so different from the last time i ran.
i cant run normally, my legs felt wierd /:
& now my legs are aching like #$%^&@*!
i repeat, it was a light workout yesterday.

today /

checking of papers. got back all except for science.
went to 409 and many stupid things happened.
schools boring. training again tmr.
yeah. see what i can do.

please remind me to bring the disc for cass.
im afraid i'll forget. thank you.
but as usual, im talking to myself again.
excuse me. god bless. goodnight to all.

wengyan!
i need to tell you something.
you looked as tough you were smelling ___ ____'s
ass when you were queueing for your marks.
hrmm, go think about IT. i bet you had a jolly good time.
:D!

2005-10-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday /
out with wengyan & yiwen.
it was meant to be a ___ ______.
went queensway. walked around.
its so embarressing okay.
im not gonna elaborate further.

then to ikea. bk first then the information counter.
followed by anchorage. they went sweet secrets.
i went haagen dazs. saw Curley!
she was pretending. pretending she didnt see me.
i shouted her name so many times okay. haha.
her hair was let down!
probably thats the reason why she was avoiding me.
hahahaha!

okay. after haagen dazs.
asked around again.
that official fart president was an asshole.
she kept complaining.
but when she finally had some hope in delifrance.
she was happier. stupid OFP! haha.

yiwen went home. wengyan went town.
& i've decided to sit at that bus stop opp.
zhangde(?) primay school.
i sat there for one and a half hours.
i just didnt feel like going home yet.
yeah. i lost life while sitting there.
too much carbon monoxide.
please reduce the number of cars on the roads.
take public transport. hahaha. gloal warming!
OUT OF POINT.

today /

ps with sha nat and amelia (chong's sister)
we were late in meeting sha.
cause' of the rain, yeah.
yamaha first. then to arcade.
no fun. haha. did nothing much.
ate and left.
was supposedly to take to jurong and then back.
but in the end, sha & i took to boonlay, and back.
yeah. i didnt felt like going home as usual.
apnn followed us from dg station all the way to boon lay.
and he didnt alight at first.
sha thought he was stalking us.
he was in hot pink. HOT! hahaha!

sha alighted and i went home.
thats all, folks.

goodnight to all.
happy checking of papers tmr.

2005-10-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

EOYS EXAMS' OVER!
pw presentation after school.
down to horrid place after that. haha.
galilee for lunch. spent two hours there?
yeah, walked to far east. weng yan had to get haircut.
oh man. it was so funny.

sha was saying "how could you say im maria"
and i asked her who said it.
& she said it was me.
so i actually called her maria.
i really didnt know i called her that.
hahahaha. it was really funny.
and the wind kept blowing.
soon, mocking of people started.
hahaha. ~~shake ass~~.

after clippers.
walked around to search for wengyan's hairband.
none, in the end.

then to kfc, sat.
left at 630.
by the time i got home was 730?
yeah. i think i prefer taking 14 or 65 home.
i rather walk a longer distance.
thats only if its at night. haha.

bon jovi. HAVE A NICE DAY!

2005-10-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

okay, this'll be another random post.

do you know msging eloise is funny.
haha. cause i sent her something that's
got to do with training this friday.
and she replied yes _______ chuyin!

& so i replied, shut up _______ eloise!
and she returned with no.. you are the _______
as well as.............. rapist.. of course!

hahaha. dont you think she's so cute.
haha. and everytime she sees me.
she'll tell her friends, be careful chuyin's the rapist.
oh man. baohui :D!

2005-10-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

you know, i gained weight!
threeeeeeeeeeeeee kg!
& the last time i took my weight was, i dont know when.
3 kg, i now have excess fats!
GYM! :D :D :D hahaha.

do you know using Creative's wireless
mouse plus keyboard's disadvantage?
the blue light especially
it flashes when i move the mouse
& each time i type.
and im talking about working with it in the dark, friend.

RANDOM!
okay bye!

2005-10-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

correction. fear factor wasnt at eight.
just, halve an hour later. haha.

after paper.
got _______.
sha sam plus nat followed.
4 years living in this estate & today
was my first time going up to the last deck
of the mscp. haha. i had restrictions, thats why.
haha. stayed there for awhile. i went home.
they came up. i got my card. left for imm.
i know im giving general points, but bear with it.

daiso first to get chong's box, with a S at the end.
then to a place nicer than a foodcourt.
i dont know what its suppose to be.
not good enough to call a restaurant.
cant say its a snack bar either. haha.
ate and left for giant.
nothing much. left for home.

two years ago:
whats a GUY in ij uniform.

2005-10-07T19:15:00.000+08:00

oh man! fear factor at eight!
haha. so exciting! :D :D :D

i'll be back soon.
okay, actaully not so soon.
we'll see (:

go watch fear factor!

2005-10-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

say merry christmas cause' i just realised i left
my math textbook in the rifle range room!
& i'll be having maths 2 tmr.
we wish you a merry christmas & a happy new year!

i did alot alot of revision before knowing
i didnt have my book with me okay.
but! i need to memorise alot alot of formulas!
damn chuyin, youre very extremely absent minded.

shenjingbing, bu yao tou ci wo de wei ta ming!
; result of not having enough knowledge /:

stop reading, youve got eoy papers to study for!
go away!
its okay. i know no one's reading.
i just enjoy talking to myself.
my hobbyyyyy.
goodnight to myself.
wan an chu yin.

2005-09-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

wengyan!
past tense of shit. shat! hahaha.
we were trying to fill up all the space
and leave the last flag alone.
but, we failed. we'll try again tmr.
wengyan. i want flags!

i dread maths lessons.
she tried to be funny with our name.
natalie suet nila, poh chu yih, geneive wong[?]
haha. its was the stats poster cert error.

geog. hahahaha!
mr sng wanted to see the both of us after school.
cause he caught us laughing while reflections
were made. his eyes are really sharp okay.
prolly we were vibrating too much.
and when he questioned us, the joke somehow
cracked again. haahaha. and i saw her laughing.
i tried to control. but i cant. stupid.
i tried looking away too.
then i heard her laughing again. oh man!
ahaha. okay. lesson learnt.
dont mock at people anymore! suet ning!

2005-09-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

you know!
wengyan is very very very good at flags.
she can give to me. & im leading by 15.
she can still catch up and win okay!
so pro! i've only won her twice so far i guess.
cause she gave in to me. or else, dream on.
haha. stc shorts for pe tmr. haha.
its ultra oversized :

2005-09-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

sophia lee wenying! hahaha.
jiajia! (inside joke)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i doubt you'll be seeing this.
but you'll receive my msg.
okay, happy birthday!

click
go see. pearline's first on the list!
hahaha :D
click
& this too. scroll down.

2005-09-25T17:51:00.000+08:00

PEARLINE'S ON NEWPAPER! <33333!
hahaha. thank you liying. for informing me.
thank you!

2005-09-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

i have alot to say. but i dont know how to start.
i just dont like what i am now.
what i am doing ; how im doing it.
i thought of things which are
quite impossible. (to happen on me)

i was looking through pictures.
taken by people i dont know.
i had this feeling. somehow it told me
what i really want, what i really need.
if only, if only. he would just give it in
to me this once. if he knew what i really want.
he'll never understand.

el paper tmr. oh well.

damn, i feel very regretted.

2005-09-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

double period of science was good.
hahaha. played fool too much.
so was pc. we were made to stand?
we've been looking at the same things at the same time.
we'll comment the same thing at the same time.
not just once okay. JINX that chong.

down to ps after school. homed first actually.
spotlight. but we didnt get anything.
stayed at macs for an hour or so.
they studied, i slept. chong sn was being
an asshole as usual.

and before we left that place.
somehing happened. shhhhh.
hahahahaha!

goodnight to all.

2005-09-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

i say, mondays are always good.
cause theres art. & art wouldnt be
boring if CHONGnatalie is around.
hahaha. i really forgot what we did
that made us laughed so much.
i only remember the part when
she pushed me off my chair, landed
on sha's shoe. and she moved it.
eww. hahaha. JINXED! : D

training. did alot weights.
and training ended for me.
dinner with eloise maria jr yushan cass & gehui.
hahha. eloise brought up the topic on how
people run. hahaha. its really funny!
and recruiting of people like eloise & yushan.
maria works at farrer. the hq.
yushan's in charge of bukit merah.
eloise bukit panjang. also, choa chu kang.
haha. look out for eloise's and maria's hair tmr.
its going to be like, twister fries.
twirled up. hahaha. the hair at behind the ears.

goodnight friend.
my ears itchy, how about yours.

2005-09-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

layout's not done as yet.
school's out yesterday.
i overslept. & i told him i felt weak.
or he'll probably tell me i feel weak
everyday and might as well dont go to school.
& he'll continue nagging.
more than everyone else.
he told me to see the docs.
for dengue. i bluffed him.
i told him nothing's wrong with me.
the docs said i just dont have enough sleep.
hahaha.

i played with grandma's new wheelchair.
i shouldnt have. damn.

we're celebrating mid-autumn today.
supposedly tmr? yeah.
candles : D! hahaha.
lanterns' out for me. haha.

have a nice day.

2005-09-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

hahaha :D
i was worried earlier in the morning.
when i was waiting for my turn.
i was really afriad. i even told maria
to wish me luck before i entered the room.
but she refused ):
but im HAPPY now! that, my knee isnt
as bad as i expected it to be :D :D :D!
well, at least for now, theres still cure.

i asked for x ray and she said it wouldnt
help in any checking anything for my case.
cause its the cartilage
something something's problem.
haha. im sorry, cause she was
speaking so quickly that i couldnt
catch her words.
half the time (actually more)
i didnt understand what
she tried to tell me.

docs said that if after i finish all the medication.
it still hurts or what so ever. i have to go some
bone check up or something. yeah.
two weeks excuse from cca.
but i told her cca stops this week.
when its next week.
so she gave me up till 17th sept only.
i'll do the explanation to him tmr.
she didnt give me a chance to tell her anything.
when she was done giving me instructions.
she went "okay, you may leave" /:
wth. probably cause i was the last patient
and she wanted to knock off already.

she said to refrain from
walking slopes and stairs.
i wish there wasnt home room.
so it'll heal faster (:
okay, dont be selfish.
stop thinking for yourself only, poh chuyin.

a big thankyou you MY LOVE!
heng liying for accompanying me there!

and and! wengyan & resa for running away.
having thought that i didnt see you'all
RUN SO FAST. hahaha.

just one problem. i dont know how to
tell mr z what wrong with my knee.
all i know is that the cartilage is...?

i cant express any further ;
the joy & happiness im feeling :D :D!

2005-09-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha. back to school.
relatively good day i guess.
maths was most fun. haha.
you know seeing Sha laugh
makes me want to laugh too.

shavi is nice okay. very nice!
im going to learn not to tease
her anymore. Sha is another
one okay. she make fun of Sinthu.
she wanted to borrow crayons from
her and when she finally agreed
to lend to her, she say dont want.

x-ray tmr. im really scared. of the results.
oh man. Amelia's knee is giving her
problems too. takecare yeah.
dont worry, you'll be fine.

you know i told my mother.
if i have to go for any operation.
dont tell me about it. just dont let me know.
cause you know, if you're in the hospital.
surely there'll be alot of injections.
then when they inject the one for
me to go to sleep during the operation.
i'll just think its nothing, just like any
other pokes into my vein.
so i wont think so much about the
process before that. haha.
she even agreed okay. haha.

maths lesson after school.
then xray.

good news please?

2005-09-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

hello. i feel very pc.
i feel like i have alot of work that has to
be done. but i dont know what.
i know theres art. thats all.
& i hope thats all.

i found my bus pass. haha.
its in my bag. i didnt throw it away.
i havent gone for x-ray yet.
im scared of the results.
but thats not the reason why i havent
gone for x-ray.
what if they tell me not to do sports anymore.
i'll tell them to quit their job.
see what they have to say.

shavithiya msged me.
she asked if i want to go to her house
for deepavali celebration. haha.
i'll go for sure. i asked her when it was
and i bluff her that i have to ask my parents first.
she told me its first of nov, & also her birthday.
haha. she's giving me some kinda hint.
present of course. or maybe a birthday wish.
hahaha. shavithiya shavithiya :D

okay, goodnight to all!

2005-09-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

but i just want to see pearline chan!

no one told you to bring me to changi airport.
sihui, please help me take a picture of chan
if you're going okay. xie xie ni. hen duo :D!

2005-09-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

english orals. its gone.
now i've got very holy uniform.
went to horrible place after that, 9/9.
gen is bad. she couldnt control her hands.
therefore couldnt stop hitting I. haha.
did i mention that i lost my bus pass.
i threw it away okay. i thought the bag was empty.
so i just threw it away. without the knowing the card is inside.

we went to heeren for toilets.
nat resa and justine went wisma.
gen olivia & sam followed me to wheelock.
i tell you. 2 hours after collection.
the phone come up with problems again.
and i had to go all the way back to wheelock to
collect it okay. so annoying. i've been there.
i dont know how many times to repair the phone already.
they said they'll give me a new phone if within a month's time
if theres any problems. but they refuse to give it to
me when i asked for it. i conclude.
they have lousy attitude towards thier customers.

took 16. and i got a call from LAO PA.
he said to go to the hospital just for awhile.
but ended up, not just awhile. now i know.
whats his definition of awhile.

in the end he said he'll drive me to tao payoh sports hall.
in the end. we ended up in changi airport!
im lazy to explain what happened in between.
means! i missed the game!
i missed my chance of seeing PEARLINE CHAN again.

training today.
im unable to train anymore.
i was told to stop until i recover.
i dont wish to waste anymore time either.
i want to do weights everyday.
i want to go for special diet until its all over.
I WANT TO STAND ON THE BIG FIELD AFTER EVERYTHING!
valerie! are you seeing this. haha.

i've got two things to do tmr.
go to the doc's and ask for a referred letter. XRAY
make bus pass.

laopa isnt worth me calling.

2005-09-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

okay, here goes.
orals. i went to chen lanqing.
before i even sit down comfortably.
she said: ni ke yi kai shi le.
i panicked okay. so i started off so quickly that
it was like that chen jing. JI GUAN QIANG.
haha. okay, nvm about that.

when i was conversing with her.
i repeatedly said then ah.
the first time i did that. she opened her eyes
so wide okay. i didnt dare to laugh at her.
and i dont know how to answer her questions.
i think i went too out of point. haha.
okay. enough of orals.

tiong after that with 9/9.
sihui yiwen and rena came to join us.
most of them left and it was left with
wengyan sihui yiwen and i.
i tell you. wengyan and i stayed inside macs
for a total of four hours okay. but i like.
i didnt want to move at all.

i tell you. after we left macs.
the three of them decided to be idiots.
they followed me all the way home okay.
and its, cannot chase them away one.
i called LAO PA to come fetch me to hospital.
suprisingly the phone worked.
chuasihui fake cry. and i fell for it.
i didnt dare to apologise cause i scared
i'll make things worst.

down to gh. grandma's in pain.
speedy recovery grandma (:!

im a cow hear me moo
i weigh twice as much as you
& i look good on the barbeque
yoghurt curd cream cheese and butter
liquid from my bladder
im a cow im a cow hear me moo.

its a song gen taught me. haha.

ss text

2005-08-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

down to ijk with chuiyee krystal aneesa sophia.
met the rest there. sarah fer amelia.
nothing new actually.
yeah. saw natalia brenda wanxin.
but they we not able to make for sentosa.

went hbf, lunched.
fer and some others went macs for ice cream.
chuiyee amelia and i stayed in pm for lunch.
isabelle and jaslyn came to meet.

we left for sentosa.
the underground tunnel made
us go the wrong way.
too complicated. haha.

anyway, settled down on the beach.
everyone got into the water except sarah mer & i.
i made a new discovery. something i should've
realise three years ago. sarah laughs easily.
as in. almost everything amuses her and she'll
suddenly think of something and start
laughing to herself. classic example.
she wanted me to hold the packet
of chips, yet she snatched it back and
refuse to let me hold on to it.
she thought of that and she started laughing.
wth. haha.

and this blackie. some cheekopek.
he only go to the float with
TWO human beings okay.
haha. he was trying to show off or something.
he kept doing the somer-sault.
amelia imagined him slipping off the float.

and this bung guessing.
this he/she person, the back was facing us.
hrystal said it was a bung. i said its a GUY.
so fer suggested that we throw the vb
that direction and she'll pick it up and find
out whether its a he or she.
it was kinda obvious what we're trying to do.
we did the same again. this time its krystal.
she walked the some route fer did.
so its even more obvious. haha.

okay. then lazed around.
went back to hbf. met rachel.
yoshi for dinner.
then i we went to the pet shop.
i didnt know it was a pet shop.
as in, i know its a pet shop, without knowing
thy sell pets inside. i thought it was only pets' food.
& different stories of hamsters came about.

okay, home with sarah and amelia.
couldnt stop laughing on the bus okay.
this guy was playing with his super very
colourful handphone.
and he used it as though its some toy.
the button sounds were wierd too.

thats the end of today.
goodnight everyone.
you've just wasted your precious time reading.
when you could've studied for EOY.

2005-08-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

oh man.
i cant wait for tmr. after school (:!
though not many are going.
but im still looking forward.
sheng tao sha!

03' founder's day (:

2005-08-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

monday.
horrible. two periods of mt with ng cc.
you know, i nearly, almost failed chinese
for the first time. 50m. barely passed it.

art. chong suet ning turned into a beast.
she couldnt stop being touchy. and ended
up lifting up skirts. whats worst, SHE wasnt
wearing shorts. so now do you know what we saw.
it was white and pink. and i shant go on any further.
eww.

& we're doing sewing for homec now :
think positive. no more dish washing (:

yesterday, down to ikea. was looking for
work lamp and i bumped in mr leslie :
didnt see any suitable one. so we went
to gwc . we wanted to 3M one.
but we didnt get it in the end. bu zhi dao.
instead we got the wireless keyboard plus mouse.
CREATIVE!

t&f lunch tmr.
okay bye.

wait!
one very last thing.
I NEED TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION TO
OLIVIA WONG WENG YAN FOR HELPING
ME TO HELP JOY BRING HER SHOEBAG BACK.
haha. can this be undertand. anyway.
thankyou wengyan! :D

2005-08-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

hello. its a one-week-later post.
haha. okay, trainings' been fine.
today's was a light one.
i have less than 2 days to complete
studying for science.
atom molecules. i dont understand.

i cannot fail science.
i have to ask shavithiya everything tmr.
haha. she can be my private tutor.
better than mr tan kh :/
shavi never fails to make me laugh everyday.
she like some kind of a joker.
she amuses me alot okay! haha.

sec twos are going for some movie
in september. march of the penguins.
haha. but its in town, cine. horrible.

i shouldnt have download that block checker.
now the pc has virus. im trying to say it became
even more prone to pop-ups now. tsk.
but nortan anti-virus is good (:!

2005-08-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

45 mins for a geog paper is not enough for me.
and chuiyeeeeee! its marine parade la! $100!
you better start saving now. hahaha.

you know, if i feel confident for the paper.
i wont score. so i cant be positive.
i have to be more worried.

ming tian you hua wen ce yan.
wo hai mei you du.
xian zai kai shi. zaijian!

byebye!

2005-08-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

hello.
first paper's screwed already.
i dont like arguementative :/
maths plus lit tmr.
do you know in ssp they dont take
lit. neither do they take english.

short post, will be back sometime soon.

2003! bring me back.

2005-08-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

dont you think i've made a grave mistake!

i was awake the whole night yesterday.
i dont know how i manage to pull through.
but i did it. im still kinda bothered by it now.

fridays are good. maybe only the later half.
cause we 'll all get to hear mdm lim telling
us to keep our big mouths shut. and we'll all
get to know we're horrible plus terrible.
HAHA!

physical trng.
wo bu xi huan shuttle runs.
ying wei wo de pi gu hen tong.

today. revised quite abit.
went to the alexandra hospt.
left at nine. my first visit there.
it shall be my last.

god zai na li?

happy belated birthday weizhen!

2005-08-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

i'll skip everything else and talk about
what happened during maths.
ms sim was telling us about something
related to the most recent maths test.
3 people sitting in a row. exact same
WRONG answers written. and done with
a method she had never taught.
she was looking at our row.
we were seated like that ;
from the window, nat sha me justine.
i thought, "is she like refering to us."
as in, we really didnt cheat, so we didnt
have the guilt in us thinking of how we're
going to explain to her. so when she
returned us out papers, those with see me
had to go. nat sha and justine.
she said nat and justine copied from each
other when they're like sitting so far apart
from each other! and the actual fact is that
they didnt. wth okay.

do you know how annoying it is to be accused.
tsk >(

you had the feel of how its like being accused
today & yet you're trying indirectly to accuse
__. like, how many time have i answered that
bloody question. but whether you believe
or not, is another thing. im not angry at you
or, what so ever. but, i would appreciate it if you
would just, stop suspecting everything in the world.
and lead carefree days. takecare (:

2005-08-10T13:45:00.000+08:00

do you know playing with the fonts
is one good way of wasting time.
and entertaining yourself. haha.

i want my phone!
im going to collect it only tmr.
im too lazy to go today.
will they throw away my phone
like what maria said? NO! bu yao.

i was asking justine about our geog work.
and i said this.

We chose no kin but adopted strangers says:
how is the history work supposed to be done

★justine loveisdancingonmyfingers says:
what history?

We chose no kin but adopted strangers says:
the research the notes the project?

★justine loveisdancingonmyfingers says:
huh we dun study history lor how we get history

damn, i feel like a fool. haha.
i just remembered we have
science test tmr. and i have to
pass, or tan k.h will stop me from
going for trainings. i have to pass.
& im going to study (8

pe tmr, first gym workout starts (:
remind myself to bring towel.
but, its only the beginning.
i might not find it fun at the end of the day.

i realise i can only post once per day.
:I

2005-08-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

national day celebrations today.
had the handing over ceremony after
assembly. it was so warm. i felt very
bare with the jersey. & i wore skorts okay.
yeah, then to the hall for sec one's NE quiz.
followed by cheerleading performances.
every class' was nice. congrats to all! (:

light training and we tried the gym equipments.
now we're doing gym workouts during pe or
recess twice a week. sounds fun. haha.

went wheelock. joy and nat accompanied me.
was supposedly to collect my phone.
but i didnt bring the collection form.
neither did i bring my bus pass. i had nothing
to proof my identity. damn. so i made a wasted
trip there. im going again tmr. tsk.

walked to cine. nat left with her friends.
went to look for sihui and company.
do you know we were force to eat
the thing the made specially. ewww.
and its a good way of spreading sars.
oysters are not bad but if its mixed with,
i dont know what. its horrible! yuck.
sophia lee's shen jing bing.

left for tiong with joy.
met maria yushan eloise and olivia.
sakae. haha. eloise was misbehaving again.
she was harassing the sushi okay.
we wasted alot of chopsticks.

okay, zaijian.
byebye!

2005-08-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

hello!
flag day yesterday. i only had one pathetic
twenty-cents from the public. ms ng
helped me with her last fifty-cents and
sheryl gave me a dollar (:
so means i had a total of $1.70 while people
like resa nat and olivia had god knows how
much already. sha and i were the ones having
a hard time looking for donors.

then to fareast.
we had early lunch. walked around.
after that, when around asking for donations.
do you know chua cherngshing got this note from
a caucasian. 50 bucks eh!

sinthu! she lost her group. and she was like
some lost sheep. and she saw us, i bet she was
relieved! she probably cried. HAHA!

when to wheelock's nokia care.
did i mention that my phone died!
it lasted for only 9 days. and i dropped
it. and it died! tsk.
yeah, im going to collect it on monday.

i'll be back again at night.
bye everyone! <3!

2005-07-31T15:21:00.000+08:00

lunched at taka's seoul garden yesterday.
mr leslie's treat. together with eloise
yvonne jiarui andrea priscillar.
it was a little quiet when he was around.
not much of talking. until he left, it become
a little more noisy. told them about the
smelt fart thing. haha. only andrea was
able to do it. HAHAH! eloise cant say it
properly. & she had to chop up the
sentence so that she could pronounce
every word correctly. and probably
also because we wont have a chance
to laugh at her. but we still did.
we spend a long time there.

left at 2plus. dear eloise had to leave for
BALLET and yvonne went home.
walked the whole of town to look for
a pencil case that andrea and priscillar like.
town is crowded[when is it not] and i dont like.
did i mention that yesterday was my third time
visiting town this year? yeah, i think only 3 times.
first was cny eve then track camp and 30/07.
i said i dont like crowded places so you'll seldom
see me there. saw many familiar faces.

left at 5? the standing broad jumps which
lead my tighs to ache since thursday
became worst. till now its still still still aching.
i have jelly legs. (:

no plans for today, probably just dinner with
family in the night. thankyou for taking your time read.
BYEBYE!

2005-07-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

guess who's who. between nat and me.

today was a relatively good day.
after morning assembly. nat was good
and she accompanied me to
ms sim's home rm. i had to collect my file
i left behind yesterday. theres something
private and confidential inside. and if i hadnt
gone to collect it, i'll probably become a
laughing stock to anyone who browse through it.
yeah, we waited for quite some time and she
still didnt appear. we went down to look for her
and by the time we went for el lessons.
half the time was gone.
then was dance. it was funny.
but i shant elaborate on it.
assembly, someone was trying to attract
attention. but no one was bothered by her.
too bad.

after school, lunched with sha nat and michelle.
we had to persuade michelle before she agreed
to join us okay. haha.
i have a question. how do you pronounce dote.
hahaha! i said it wrongly and they were
laughing like shit okay. how embaressing.
something happened, i cant remeber what, and
natalie laughed till she had to rush to the toilet.
so sha & i decided on adding extra ingredients to
her food. and she didnt suspect us at all.
until we hint her. hahaha!

sha and michelle left for popular.
so was left with me and that ass.
and many strange things happened.
our surroundings. we were mocking at
the group of old man.
oh yeah! we were laughing so much
that this student from zhangde was looking at
us strangely. like, we were imh patients.
and we met her in the toilet. but when i looked
again, she's gone. she's probably afraid of us.

world of sports, and i went to try shirt.
they passed me swimming trunks and i wore it
outside. SUPERMAN! haha.
it was a pair of disgusting green
trunks. its really disgusting okay.
sha didnt manage to see it.
cos i saw the salesman walking
towards the changing room.

end of today.
im going off for tuition sometime, soon.
byebye! :D :D

2005-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

look! guess who. its natalie chong suetning.
retarded or not :D

i left my file in ms sim's homeroom.
how how how. im going to get it before going
for el. and if anyone happen to see it before
i go collect it, please be considerate enough
not to fiddle with it. thankyou.

goodnight to all. wan an.

2005-07-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

she kept my blood boiling.

she thinks she's damn smart.
assuming every single thing
she thought, was right.
come to think of it.
she's the dumbest one i've come across
so far. nothing has been happening
and she can say CONFIDENTLY that
it has. and make up stupid stories.
im a liar, but you're worst.
or was it that you forgot what you saw
thus making it up, HUH.

yeah, say i DENY it?
thats the wrong word to use.
cos how on earth am i suppose
to agree with that statement when
im not god damn it guilty of it.

does it mean every little actions
can mean something to you.
so now i'll start messaging my
friend and are you going to comment
on it when you take my phone without
me knowing.

its time you shut your crocodile mouth!

how're you feeling after reading.
sure, you can stay cool and feign
your innocence. we'll see how long
you'll keep it going. if i have to result in
getting an extinguisher to put out the
fire you're spreading, i will.

2005-07-26T17:43:00.000+08:00

what if you're accuse of something
you've not done. and different
persons come to you and do the same.
its irritating okay.

yeah and they act as if they know alot.
how can they know it when nothing
of that sort is happening. tsk.

enough is enough.
dont be an irritant.
esp ____.
thanks alot.

2005-07-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

yeah, its their mouths.
all i can do is to listen to what they
have to say. that's right, i cant stop them.

if thats what they think i am. yeah, so be it.
its not for me to convince them.
whats most important is that i know im on the
right track. and im not having any loss.

school was alright.
celebrated sha's birthday. 2407.
went to staff lounge to get the cake/brownie.
haha. samantha and i had a hard time
looking for lighter and matchsticks.
sha took a long time in the canteen.
all of us we anxious like it was our birthdays.
haha. but we still had time to sing her a birthday
song cut cake and eat. within only 10 minutes.
i dont know how we did it. but, we did it (:
thankyou samantha. if it wasnt for you, we wouldnt
get to have a slice of brownie for breakfast.

oh yeah. i forgot to state this.
some people rather spend their
time prank calling and feign
another's voice or get their maid
to say its the wrong number.
maybe its the other way round.
haha. anyway, i've found out
who it is already :D
so prank call for all i care.
if you still have the guts to.

happy belated birthday sha! <3

2005-07-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

there he goes. out again.
what do you think he's doing.
all you can expect is having him
come back, drunk.

nevermind about him.
& now, its some kind of a series of
unfortunate events.
morning, down to citilink.
renewed contract.
got n6020. mum got Samsung.

i missed RHD celebration.
it seemed like this year's was better
than the previous one.
oh well. im not going to miss it next year.

uncle alan came to fix the comp.
but he made it worst. and he's going to
buy me the new software :D

okay, bye!

2005-07-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

haha. the rings are out of shape.
if im not wrong, this is how it should look.
right or wrong, jr?

im currently suffering from constipation.
yes, like before. : B

2005-07-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

so today's a friday and its a rather
short day. home econs all the way till
assembly. no practical, means i didnt
have fun with shavithiya. HAHA.

so it was lit on stage.
and if there was a best dressing sense
award, i'll give it to hanwei.
she looked good on stage.

we were dismissed and, yeah.
training was canceled.
lunched, and homed.

we've got more qualifiers.
im talking about b'div.
beatrice 100m hurdles.
4x400m.
c'div 4x400m, they got their pb,
though they didnt manage to qualify.
800m liying missed by one position
to qualify, which is one second.

2005-07-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

today was just like any other school day.
i was tired. im sorry olivia. keeping my
shoe bag was nothing, but im tired la.

so after school. rushed out immediately.
i was afraid i would miss the 200m!
and when i was already in the train.
tutor called, & i have tuition. tsk.
so i went back. means, i didnt go
cck.

i was told germaine came in
2nd for 400m hurdles! :D :D
we've got a medal. his cap wouldnt
be empty anymore.
and what i dreamt came true eh! haha.
b'div 4x100m, medal too? YEAH!

dont you think mrs lim looks
a wee bit like pearline chan! :D

okay, bye.

2005-07-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

yeah, just a mistake. but it was more than just consequences to bear.

for a start. we had problems training together.
after all those arrangements
made. moving people here and there.
we finally manage to come together.
and the most unanticipated problem came.
it has never been a problem. it was always perfect.
prolly thats what cause more disappointments.
but till that very day it dropped.
on the red synthetic track.

& as i walked towards them.
i couldnt help it. i ___.
it was my first time showing my emotions.
most of you said i'm not to blame.
that made me feel worst.
no one's blaming, but i am.
sorry, but i can never forgive myself.

enough of the saddening part.
theres still something to rejoyce about.
b'div 4x100m made it to the semis.
rachel and peichen made it to the 100m semis.
chase! :D :D

no more IF ONLYs.
i'll make every effort.

2005-07-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

earlier part of the morning.
received shocking news of Joy
being unable to do 4x100m.
but now its good to know that
things has been settled and everything
will go as pernormal.

then was hair check.
got our names down and, yeah.

we're making the the slightest mistake
which implicate others. it isnt his fault
that he's pulling out pupils. we asked for it.
i bet he's frustrated & annoyed.
definately sick of all these nonsense.
its time we all wake up. save all the trouble.
and it'll all do us good.

down to cck. 400m 3000m.
though andrea was the only qualifier
for the S/Fs. everyone did their best on track.
8 days left. all run with passion. :DDD
we can do it!

2005-07-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

earlier part of today.
shocking news of Joy out of 4x100m.
then it was hair check. wrote names down.
and, yeah.

for awhile, i thought.
we're making the slightest mistakes
that implicate others. too selfish.
i guess he's frustrated.
& it isnt his fault that he's pulling
out pupils. we're asking for all these
trouble ourselves. its time to wake up.
from this very moment.

left for cck. 400m & 3000m.
though andrea was the only qualifier
for
everyone did their best on track.

2005-06-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

i havent completed my work.
the art, im only done with one ailment.
haha. shingles. can anot?
the printer is running out of black ink
so the images that came out werent perfect.
i shouldnt have wasted the ink on
photocopying nonsense. TSK.

im intending to do the other two ailments
on cancer the pneumonia. or should i take
osteoporosis. but there arent many pictures
on that.

& that statistics project, i think theres a bit of
problem in the survey. justine, are you reading
this. theres someting wrong with it. screwed la. /:

trainings has been fine. we did time trails on tues.
bdiv did relays. friday time trail for some of them.
joy nat rachel and i did relay. time, one minute flat.
way below expectations. & im proud of the long d runners. they've been improving each time they run. :DDD

okay thats all.
until the next time.
back to school tmr. TSK.

2005-06-11T22:56:00.001+08:00

4x100m on thursday.
i took first.
eloise second.
nat chong third
rachel anne last. [razfez. a] haha.
we came in last for our heat.
we'll train harder.
bdiv did well. they came in fifth overal.

today.
unexpected race. 4x400m.
i didnt thought he would send in 3 teams.
i thought i ran badly. with acids all over.
eloise yvonne and rachel did well.
overal time was 4.54mins.
how i wish aneesa and liying were in singapore.
then i probably wouldnt have to run today.
cassandra olive esther andrea yushan nat chong mabel priscilla
all ran well. esp cass and esther.

we'll all train hard for nationals.
and put something into his old cap.
at least one. we can do it.

oh yes. everytime when im using the comp.
my grandmother will never fail to fart.
i bet she's trying to shoo me out of the room.
her fart is damn stinky. haha. maybe i should
teach her how to burp. man, then she would have
bad breath. yuck.

2005-05-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

no one will look forward to a camp in school.
but if its with the track&field team, i guess,
it would be different. i heard we're going to
have bbq on wednesday night. how fun. :D
haha. well, to me it sounds fun. (:

believe or not. i have yet to pack for the camp.
everyone's sleeping already. if i pack now, i'll
probably wake everyone up. haha. im doing it
tmr morning then. so dont be suprise if i missed
out any items. haha.

i say, i will miss my mother and not father, while
im away. who will ever miss a parent like him.
yuck.

2005-05-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

i dont know. i just feel like sleeping, forever.
im tired. tired of everything. i feel as though
i cant even walk now. camp. its just going to
be like the usual training for me i guess.
i'll probably just sit there and watch them
train. and not being able to train usually.
i cant do the thing i want to do anymore.

i want to be re-born to be a perfect baby.
i want to restart everything like how you
do in a game. i need everything new.
i need GOD. where are you?

2005-05-28T12:03:00.000+08:00

its not your fault.
it really isnt.
and if it has to be anyone's.
its mine. no one should
influenece my mind. i should
have been firm with my
decision from the very start.
my last wish is to run like before.
& i dont have much time left.